I have been made aware lately that some think that I have sort of a Hot Head. I've been told that I am angry and hard to approach.I apologize if the way I act is offensive to some, I do not feel that I am hard to approach, but I do have a tendency to let my feelings about things come to the surface. I do allow how I feel about things to show. I don't think that is wrong. I am very willing to discuss my feelings if you chose.
I had a very difficult Sunday service today, my emotions were not up to concealing. I am grieving. I told Nancy today at lunch, that I feel like I did when I was going through my divorce. That was years ago but the pain and anguish I felt are still a very fresh memory.
Nancy is a very special lady she understands the pain because she also went through the same thing, she just has a few more years of healing than I do.
I understand that we can as a community of believers can get through this time of grieving, but it will take time. So if I am standoffish or seem a little short emotionally please bare with me. I am sure that I am not the only one.
The enemy is very happy to watch as we spend so much energy discussing the fact that: "Why is there only a few to chose from on the election ballot." I don't think that you really want my opinion on that subject. There is so much work to do to rebuild what has been torn apart by similar statements. Now that I have let that out of the box, lets get on with the building of the Kingdom. ===Skid===
If you read my post today you'll see that the last two Sunday's have been very hard for me as well. I don't think it's easy for anyone.
ReplyDeleteI was one of those people today that mentioned that you wear your emotions on your sleeve. I didn't mean it in a bad way. I think it's good to know how we are perceived. I know people are often afraid to talk to me because I'm too intense and scary.
From one scary guy to another, I'm not afraid of you, and I love you man!!